Frustrating, desperate, frightening is how I describe my past, present, and future.

Frustrating because the last 5 to 6 years has been a walk down the ‘unsuccessful’ path.
Haven’t experienced the Midas touch where whatever I touched led to a success story.
This has led to the violent affair with desperation, ” I want to succeed. ”

To succeed does one have to enjoy what he’s doing?

The future looks bleak, dark and frightening. How long will this phase last?
When will the sweet breeze of success sweep me off my feet? Or is it destinys way of
saying “Wait, I’ll give you the best.”

For once I’ll agree here, I’ll wait because the best is yet to come.

Concluding with one of my favourite quotes:
“when you desperately need something, the whole world conspires for you to have it.“

Its that time of the semester when all you see is books around you.
Unruffled pages, unfurl to show you the depth of information one
has to study to create ones carreer. How important are these pages,
how important is the time you give to these pages which make a chapter
and then a book.

Time flies, sounds cliched, but it isn’t. Every now and then one comes across
this phrase, through friends, through books, parents and people who care.

Its your respect to this time that shapes your future.

Future, frightens me. Just the thought of it runs a freezing chill down my
spine. I am 22 now, and have another 4 - 5 years of education remaining
as Graduation holds no credibility in the sub-continent.

Being the only son does have a huge resposibilty especially if you have two
sisters and a business which you can’t fall upon due to the pathetic and
pitiable state of my country Nepal.

My Parents are ageing, and I wouldn’t like to see my father shouldering
the resposibility of taking care of the family five years from now.
Because, It will be my duty to take the burden off his shoulders and
control the reins of the horse.

In five years, I have to have a position in the society, have to be financially
sound to take care of my parents, fulfill all their dreams as they have

sacrificed all their dreams for our future.
Their dreams have been squeezed till the last drop,
last drop for our happiness.

Its time I realized that my future is the coming five years.
Restrict my visions to five years,

It’s gonna be a challenge but challenges are meant to be fought and won.

Jai Nepal

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Feel

People won’t remember what you did.
People won’t remember what you said.
But People will remember how you made them feel.

- Neale Donald Walsch

Murphy’s Law

When you need them the most,
Friends and Umbrellas share a
notorious trait - you can’t find one.

Women

Women are meant to be loved, not understood.
- Oscar Wilde

Height of a Mountain

Never measure the Height of a Mountain until you have
reached the top.
Then you will see how low it was.

- Dag Hammarsk Jold

Laughing your troubles away

If you don’t learn to laugh at trouble,
you won’t have anything to laugh at
when you’re old.

- Edgar Watson Howe

Sex and Love

Sex alleviates tension.
Love causes it.

- Woody Allen

Do not show your weakness

Do not show your weakness to your enemies,
nor even seek relief by communicating your
difficulties to your friends if they are
not aware of them already.

The world
The world is like a mirror,
if you face it smiling, it smiles right back.

Suffer
We suffer because we feel we are giving more than we receive.
We suffer because our love is going unrecognized.
We suffer because we are unable to impose our own rules.

- By the river Piedra I sat down and wept.
Paulo Coelho

Punctual

The trouble with being punctual is that nobody’s
there to appreciate it.

- Franklin P. Jones

Nature

Let us permit Nature to have her way;
She understands her business better than we do.

- Montaigne

Doubt

When in doubt say nothing and move on.

- Rendezvous with RAMA
- Sir Arthur C. Clarke

Choice

You didn’t come here to make the Choice,
you’ve already made it,

You’re here to understand why you made it.

- The Oracle in The Matrix

Dream

You have to dream before your dreams can come true.

- A P J Abdul Kalam

Tears

No man or woman is worth your tears,
and the one who is, won’t make you cry.

Life

Life gives Answers in Three ways,

It says YES and gives Whatever u Want,

It says NO and gives u Something Better

It says Wait and gives u the Best

“Don’t just Dream. Live your Dream.”

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When I am quiet, they say I have no knowledge;

When I speak, I talk too much they say.

When I sit, they say an unwelcome guest has come to stay;

When I depart, I have deserted my family and run away.

When I bow, they say it of fear that I pray.

Nothing can I do that in peace I may spend my time.

Preserve Thy servant’s honour now and

Hereafter, O Lord sublime.

- Prabhati

tags: Guru Nanak Jayanti

There are times when u want 2 break away 4m da hypothetical cocoon or the shell
that one creates around himself. One’s gets tired following da same ideologies n
principles. It’s too stereotyped at times, thats when one surprises himself n
temporarily breaks away from da shell.

Thats what I do. It brings a smile on my face as I accomplish da challenges
which I set by defying myself.

Here are a few examples:
Greeting my watchman and askin him how he’s doing,

Wishing every person I came across a very Happy Diwali.

These are a few, but it made a difference to me. More confident now, and yeah,
I know quite a few people who were strangers to me before.

The last year I also went out of my way 2 wish people on their birthdays.
Also made it very special 4 few. But a time comes when u want them 2 remember
your birthday too, and if possible make it a little special by coming with a cake or wishing at sharp midnight. Or messaging the entire day 2 wish him a great
year ahead.
Well thats what I have done 4 da people I love n care due 2 which I did have my
share of expectations on my birthday i.e the 2nd of nov. Unfortunely it wasn’t
fulfilled when some very close people didnt think it 2 be necessary 2 remember
me then.

Finally, I realised that, never expect. Do your good and be satisfied.
Thats my resolution for the year ahead, and it’s gonna be another great year.

technorati tags: expectations

President A P J Abdul Kalam, concluded the fifth J R D Tata Memorial Lecture at
the National Institute of Advanced Studies ( NIAS ) in Banglore on
“Aerospace Technologies: Past, Present and Future,” by quoting
“When our 150-seater aircraft flies in our sky, JRD will smile,” which
drew a thundering applause from the audience, which heard his 30-minute lecture
in rapt attention.

This is with reference to the Indians building an indigenously developed 150
seater aircraft on view of the rising demand for such aircrafts in the overseas
market.

The Past year has seen three new entrants in the domestic air market.
Just today, I read about another one, Go Air. Another low cost airline!
The other low cost airlines in the country are Deccan Air, Spice Air and
Kingfisher Airlines.

Kerala Air is expected to launch in the near future.

With a spate of low budget airlines coming into the market, travelling has
no doubt become less strainous and quick but are the airports in the country
well equipped to meet such heavy air traffic.
This does point a finger to the infrastructure of the airports.
Other than the International Airports in the country the remaining are in a
pitiable state.

The government has to wake up before its too late, as seen in the past,
it takes a tragedy to shake the government from their slumber sleep but by
then its too late.. precious lives are lost .. property worth millions damaged.

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